Tonight’s been a bit emotionally volatile.

I might take a mental health day tomorrow.

If my cramps are this bad on the first day, I’m bracing myself for a hellish next few days.

The worst part is, I can’t even go to the ob/gyn until I get back at the end of July, since I’ve got no time for a doctor appointment.

brb stockpiling painkillers on top of my heating pad.

Heading to Day 2 of the conference. I don’t want to be late, but…

I’m so tiiiireddd. ;A; I went to bed at like 1:20 last night and tomorrow is AIDS walk and today I have to debate like crazy and write that resolution and sIGH

I love MUN but it’s so exhausting

GCIMUN was exciting, and the night ended up with my dad and I drinking some of the best tequila I’ve ever tasted at the restaurant after my mom left.

…..long story.

I have a very large dull, aching pain in my lower left back that’s making it hard to walk or sit without sitting soldier-straight. I can’t bend over or lean, and walking too fast hurts.

I’ve already determined that it’s not my kidneys, and it feels like a muscle or tendon anyhow, but the pain’s really getting to me.

Geez, how am I going to deal with this at school….

Must resist the temptation to watch Game of Thrones instead of finishing my homework….must…resist….

I swear, if one more teacher assigns me the eensiest bit of homework, I will dive out the window and go screaming and shaking my fist all the way down.

I’ve got too much on my plate.

note to self

never let the small children of your family wriggle your phone out of your back pocket

they will text people

and there’s no guarantee of what they’ll text

Downing chamomile tea and trying to kick myself into getting work done.

It still hasn’t happened, it’s nearly midnight, and school’s tomorrow.

Oops.

My kitchen sink is full of beets.

My father has promised to make borscht.

I am excite.

I feel really bad because I was supposed to sleep over at my friend Masha’s house and we were going to see the Great Gatsby together and everything, but this cold is just awful and I thought I was going to puke earlier and my head feels like it’s in a vice and my nose is leaking terribly and I’m just generally gross and I don’t want to get her sick and this is a run-on sentence isn’t it. :c

But anyhow, the AP Lang test wasn’t so bad (I think I got at least a 4), so I’m just gonna watch Game of Thrones and head to bed.

Whoops, now it looks like I’ve got a nosebleed.

Screw everything, I’m going to wrap myself in a blanket and watch Game of Thrones.

Welp, nearly slept til 4 and I’ve got a big mug of tea with my name on it.

As long as I can get to sleep tonight, I think I can power through my exam tomorrow.

Woke up with a sharp pain in my side and my sinuses more blocked up than the Hoover Dam.

I’m sick.